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10:12 pm
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Salesian House Sleepover!!!!<3
ok so rite now im sitting in the salesian house having a mad awesome time with meggy cos, danielle, kim phan, julie, and Drew. its freaking awesome!! yea i kno y'all wish u were here!! well anywaysa its movie time...so toodles
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10:35 am
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yay!!
yay people love me and have been giving me comments...lol ahh the happiness of having friends. so anyways please continue lol. but yea so ive had volleyball practice the last couple days...new coaches. right now they are pretty nice...but a tad bit annoying. idk it feels like they are teaching us how to play volleyball, as if we never played before. and for people who have been playing, especially helen being that shes a senior, it gets kinda annoying. we havent even done game stuff yet. we have been passing with partners the whole time...oh yea and like intense running drill and shiznet. idk but i really hope that soon we can really start playing, bc the truth is we are all at a high school level, and if u dont know howto play by now then you shouldnt be tryign out.
but anyways i have another random thingy for you people to comment about. A fellow gospel roader emailed everyone with this and i found it entertaing. so heres the question:
**If you were a hotdog and were hungry would you eat yourself?...could you eat yourself?....what would you taste like? (u are a walking and talking hotdog)**
yea props to rick from GR for that...anyways im interseted to kno wut u guys would say lol...comment please..gracias!
Current Mood:  sore
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08:56 pm
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i say comment pleasssssseeee...kk thnx
like herrrow no one wants to comment on my nice little livejournal...i say DO IT!!! ok so ya back from dorney...it was awesome. yea im sooo proud i went on this ride and i was scared to death...ok so im not a big ride daredevil and stuff so thats why im so proud. anyways its this big tower thingy that shoots u up like 200 feet and then right back down again...and it doesnt let u kno when its gonna shoot u up. needless to say i was a little bit scared...well more then a little bit lol. yup but i did it and thats the highlight lol.
wut else?? oh yes volleyback practice starts tomorrow...no more jack!...we got a new coach and i kno shes gonna be a lot better. lol yea so thats basically it. so now im gonna steal from JJ and put that thingy on my livejournal so that maybe some of u cool people will actually comment!!!
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. (what kind of question is this haha)
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.(no u do not..thats up to you)
i promise if u comment ill do this for u!! kk thnx kiddies!!! <3
Current Mood:  excited
Current Music: Move Along---all american rejects
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05:45 pm
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woooaaahh
ok so like i havent actually writtne in this thing since like before gospel roads....thats pretty sad. lol well GR was the best experience ever...well besides jlr that is. it was awesome and i have 25 new friends who are also totally awesome...and u kno wut ive got more friends then that...all those people i met in the soupkitchens and everything are also my new friends. thats rite i spent a week of my summer doing community service and i liked it. i not only liked it..i loved it! much love goes out to my GR kiddies...love y'all! \
so wut else..well ive been hanging out with my schoepe and with liana..aka butthead..and with kaela and meggy like all summer. mad crazy times in lee hot tub and playing that movie guessing game in her pool...lol. omg we have totally worn that game down yet we still have fun. been hanging out a bit more with mer too... things are going good...which means happiness. also been hanging out with all those cool youth groupies who rock my world. mary and sarah and john came to visit one nite and i was sooooo happy b/c i love my salesian friends. <3....oh yea and schoepe took me to my first ever yankee game!!! woop i had the bestest time and they won of course making it better....yea so its been a good summer...except for the hw...blahhh...going away tomorrow but ill be back sat nite...love ya kiddos
<3 jess
Current Mood:  happy
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11:43 am
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one hour!!!
ok so within one hour i'll be up at the church and then leaving for Gospel Roads!!! im getting really excited b/c its sooo close. i had to pack everything yesterday which took forever. so i've got a big suitcase on wheels and schoepe said hes got like a carry on kinda duffel bag. pshhh. guys never need to bring that much. yup so ive got all my clothes and shiznet and of course snacks for our road trip in the monsees mobile. within 4 hours im gonna be up there!!! yay! so needless to say this is the last entry for a while so if you love me leave me some comments so that i can read them when i get back! when i get back though im gonna have to call my roxy b/c i miss her terribly and i havent seen in her in awhile...gonna chill wit her...and some jello..yea lol. yea well see y'all in 9 days!!
Current Mood: excited
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10:32 pm
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woooaaaa
guess whos updating twice in a row...woooaaa thats pretty big for me. yup so 4th of july. woop! went with the family to a bbq and set off some fireworks...although we had some lame ones, not the big kaboom ones. yea yea had fun though. oh but just to let everyone know im getting a new cell phone so DON'T call my old one bc i dont have it anymore. im getting the new one weds., totally new number and stuff. yea so im not gonna get anything if u call the old one lol. but yea actually thats about all i have to say right now. kinda lame. oh well i guess im gonna go to bed soon, maybe dream about me and roxy playing frisbee in a pool of cherry jello...lol...nite nite.
Gospel Roads in 5 dayssssss!!! :)
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03:21 pm
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summer time
ohh mee gee! its been quite a while since i have actually updated...oops! well lets see...its summer! been to some mad crazy grad parties and stuff. work sucks...i hate getting up early...but money will come in handy when i look for a car! The guys are back from myrtle beach. Schoepe brought me back this really strange tiki coconut looking thing...which of course they all named jessica...and claim that there is much resemblence between me and the weird tiki thing...hahah very funny. that and he bought me a cute candle which gary claims smell like babys diapers..yum. so yea gospel roads is in like 6 days! im leaving on saturday with schoepe, willy, danielle, and cos. i really cant wait b/c its gonna be an awesome time. i really heart meg cos <3...she is absolutely amazing and such a great friend. Shes the kind of person who will always be there for you no matter what. alright well its family bbq time so i gotta go. peace.
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: lean on me.....
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11:24 pm
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woaaaa!!!
woaaaa! someone hasnt updated in a while. actually i havent been on the computer in quite the longest time...softball and ap bio are now taking over my life. actually i probably should be studying now...oh well. so lets see lots to say...ill do it briefly.
TBS/JEW concert was amazing!!no it really was awesome. and i crowdsurfed..everyone did...even cos was doing it! yea but it was a great concert i had a mad crazy time.
going to gospel roads with everyone this summer!!! oh yea!!! so excited! i heart kenny and south orange and it will just be a really cool experience. it just makes me mad becaus ei know that even though im going my dad still doent think i should. Hes not into the whole YG and religion thing and it bothers me because that it a huge part of my life. Im reeally looking forward to gospel roads and i cant even be excited bout it in my own house and thats sad.
softball is alright...our team is doing average i would say...i think at this point we are like 8 and 6. not bad. finally hit a homerun this season so thats a good thing. yup but basiclly we are still a circuit city kinda team. effin unbelievable girls lol!!
got sick monday nite after yg...damn paradise diner and their food...yup was not a good nite...and i was sick the next day too and i couldnt go to my game...tears....but im better now. (note to self--> go to applebees with the ohter half of the youth groupies next time lol)
luau tomorrow nite at STM!!! everyone should come!!! 5 bucks to get in and i kno nicole has been working hard on making it awesome. gonna be a mad crazy time....especially with our group of crazy youth groupies being there.
yea but i guess life is going pretty good right now. as long as i dont think bout ap bio its all quite good. arghhh i dont wanna study! lol cant wait till thats over
Current Mood: tired
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08:53 pm
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happy easter!!!
yea its easter, but i guess once the secret about the bunny is out its not as exciting. for the first year my family didnt have a big party. thats rite no party, which left me bored. yea im the loser who actually did some homework on easter lol. yea but it wasnt that bad. went to church in the morning, wish i couldve gone to the vigil last nite to see jackie make her sacrements...so happy for her! <333
yea but i basically just hung out with my brothers and my dad today. We played some poker...for once i was winning a lot! so proud! And also proud of the fact that i helped teach dizzle some poker and that she was winning on the hockey tornement...thats my girl! lol. yea im gonna have to get her over my house to play poker wit my family.
YAY!!! nad john just told me that hes coming to long island tomorrow and that hes coming to STMYG!!! YAY bringing the jlr peoiple to the rootbeer land!! oh yea! gotta love those jlr kids...<3
alright i guess maybe ill gho do some more homework cuz im a weirdo like that <3
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: above all...thnx to urs for that cd :)
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08:58 pm
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big smiles
well ive just been in a really happy mood this entire weekend. For once i actually looked forward to getting up and going to work...and i didnt mind being at work at all. and i had to write 3 ap bio essays this afternoon and yet nothing can break this happiness. its always like the best feeling when u get like this.
had all day long scrimages on sat...yea we didnt do that good...not horrible...but def not that good. wutever its only the beginning of the season so we can work it up. babysat for maidas kids sat nite...i think i kinda accidentally taught them good games....ooops. lol.
april 19th!!!---> TBS/ jimmy eat world concert....more excitement!!!
yea...just pure HAPPINESS <3
Current Mood: happy
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09:40 pm
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<3 softball
yea so tryouts are now officially over for softball and like im really surprised...like i didnt really care where i got put either jv or varsity would have been fine. there were positive sides to being on both. so like today coach tells me ok ur kinda playing on both and im like wut? and hes like ur playing on jv for but im bringing u up for some practices, nonleague games, and scrimages with varsity. so im like this is awesome, i get to still play starting shortshop on jv and at the same time play with varsity a bit to get better so as u can see im very happy at this time! <3 softball sooo much! im glad im getting the best of both in this case...think its gonna be a great season!
yea but OMG hauppauge actually had a delayed opening the other day...i kno i kno its shocking. even i was surprised but enjoyed the extra sleep...
yea thats it...my legs are killing me from all the toning and conditioning work outs we've been doing...pain..lol. tomorrow starts the first real practice! woop!
Current Mood: excited
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03:45 pm
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saturday...
yea so its finally the weekend...i actually got some much needed sleep this morning. yea so last nite i went out to the movies with brian, frank, and dizzle. yea it was ok...i was looking forward to it a lot more at first, but then i got a little mad. im not mad anymore...just disappointed. it was one of those things where i thought i could totally count on someone to be there for as a great friend...but it turned out that they arent like that...kinda felt like a blow to the face.. it was like i thought we were better friends, but i kinda feel used now...wutever.
anywayz im just hanging out around the house rite now...looked up my siftball schedule...starts next week!!!! so excited...ive missed being out on the field and playing. yea so anyways got brians party tonite...prob gonna get ready in a little while and the tomorrow is the leadership development day at STM....BE THERE!!! its gonna be lots of fun!! and im bringing bagels!! so yea free food too, lol!!!
alrighty...adios!
*jess
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09:52 pm
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tired...
yea so i had school yesterday....even though the rest of LI was off or had two hour delays. yea thats hauppauge for ya. had to go in and i was sooo tired b/c i though we would have had off...death
yeah but even so when it started snowing monday nite a lot of people showed up at YG...yea thats cuz we have so much love there <3
im still feeling a little confused, but like imtrying not to focus on that b/c honestly its not the most important thing in my life right now anyways, but still...arghh idk.
well at least the week is half way over i really cant wait for the weekend...prob chillin wit dizzle friday nite, then brians casa on saturday for a partaaayy, and sunday ill be at STM all day long. YEA all u youth groupies be at STM on sunday for a youth leadership development day...joe didnt really get a chance to tell everyone a lot bout it....12:15-6:00 and we have a reallly good youth minister lady coming to help out...be there if u can cuz it will be lots of fun!
what i have really learned from this week so far...dont turn your backs on people in there times of need. instead welcome them in and pray for them. <3
nite nite for now........**jess
Current Mood: sleepy
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04:26 pm
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<3 South Orange!!!!
yea so last nite was south orange!!!! omg it was soo amazing...i got to chill with some JLR people who i have been missing sooo much. Saw kenny and fr. steve...and juan!!! he told me to give him a call next time i need my highlights done...lol! I mean whats more awesome then sitting in the kitchen there and eating frosted flakes with everyone. But seriously it was awesome because i felt as if i were home again...surrounded by people that i love. i got to open up again to people about wut my fourth day has been like and others shared there stories with me too. just being there makes me feel so peaceful. then of course we take so long to say good bye to everyone that we like made it to the train station 2 minutes before it came. ahh yes..the adventures in the salesian van. My meggy cos suddenly realizes she doesnt have a seat belt....but its ok because we had to remind her that she wasnt in a seat to begin with...<3 my cos, lol. she is a special one.
i kinda wish schoepe was allowed to had come...needed to talk to him maniac confession style. lol that kid is an awesome guy to talk to
urghh...like u kno when theres just something thats stuck in your head...something that you can't stop thinking about...yeah well thats the case with me. urggg its so annoying though b/c like i dont wanna be thinking about it so much...damn the human brain.
i just think im very confused in ways...im still getting used to everything because it was like january started a totally new life for me. it began a new year...im single again...and JLR totlly changed the way i look at the world. it feels like im still settling into this new life. my focus is no longer on things that it was on last year...my values have changed...and suddenly im looking at certain people in a whole new way...seeing different sides to people and friends that i already knew, but i guess didnt know that deeply. but in all i think i like the way this new path in my life is going...im realizing that im surrounded by a bunch of awesome friends and that no matter wut i kno im beautiful...inside and out. yea i kno that sounds corny but this is wut ive learned since january. despite problems i may be facing now i kno that somehow and someway everything will be alright in the end. after all ive got a bunch of people to help me get through it.
Current Mood: in the middle of a ride
Current Music: "the middle"....jimmy eat world
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10:46 pm
[Link] | yea im writing again tonite...
i just feel really confused...not about anything i wrote before...its something else...idk, like u kno when somethings just on ur mind and its bugging u...yea its like that.
<3 those maniac confessions though...they really help alot...
alrighty bedtime...nite nite
*jess
Current Mood:  confused
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09:08 pm
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bored...
yea its sunday nite...but pretty cool since i dont have to worry about getting up for school tomorrow...gotta love those vacation weeks. but anywayz went to work today with the one and only schoepe...we are making plans for applebees tomorrow after YG for anyone who wants to come...but yeah work was like usual...sold a bunch of bagels woohoo. came home and then just relaxed...didnt have to do hw for once. so i decided to write pete a letter since i miss him and everyone else so much. i wonder how long it will take to get to florida...ate some valentines day chocolate, when its just sitting rite in front of me i have to eat it...and i just now got finished playing scategories with the family...yea im cool hanging out wit the fam at nite...no but seriously im really getting fed up with my step mom...like all she ever does is criticize everything i do...i dont clean rite...i dont eat rite, i dont put my makeup on rite or do my hair rite...im just getting sick of it. and it bothers me the most when she criticizes me about YG and my faith...that just really makes me mad...its like degrading to me. i mean she can be a really nice person and stuff, but i just dont like being told that i do everything wrong. and i kno shes not into the YG stuff that i do but that doesnt mean she needs to put it down or make fun of me for wut i believe in....idk this was just on my mind today and i felt like getting it off my chest. so anywayz if anyone wants to go to applebees tomorrow nite let me kno. i cant wait to be back tomorrow nite...ive missed my youth groupies sooo much...cant stand being apart from them...wish i was going home with them in 5 days...well everyhting happens for a reason so who knows...maybe im meant to do something bigger...i can only wait and find out....alrighty toodles for now
*jess
Current Mood: optimistic
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10:09 pm
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ungrounded FINALLY
woa haven't written in this for a while...dont kno what made me decide to start up again...just felt like it. but im now ungrounded and have my cell back finally. and monday nite means YG which i havent been to in what feels like so long. just two weeks away and i miss my yg family soo much. and of course it is also vacation week which means sleep!!!...much needed sleep. so anywayz rite now im sitting here talking with DECA kid and Pete...wow i miss all those crazy JLR kids...i miss HOME. and yeah im applying for young team...if i make it ill find a way to make my dad let me go... because my quote of the day is: never say never...for anything can pop up tomorrow. alrighty toodles.
*jess*
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: live like you were dying...tim mcgraw
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02:49 pm
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bored...
so extremely bored today...nothing to do but sit around. yesterday was cool though. i chilled at the mall wit lauren cubed and then it was off to meggins house. meg m, frank, nat, and gary came over and we all hung out, played some crazy basketball, and watched texas chainsaw massacre (meg i am never sitting next to u again...lol) yea had some fun last nite...but today is blahhh. idk...i guess i shall continue to mope around on the couch and be lazy today...ttyl
<3 jess
Current Mood:  blah
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09:12 pm
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im going on retreat!!!!!!!
OMG!!! i get to go on retreat!!!Thank you sooo much joe...ur awesome!!! im so happy rite now if u cant tell already! oh and yes schoepe this means that u dont have to form a mob outside my house anymore...lol though it would have been funny. but i cant wait!!! my mom talked with joe and now she wants me to go. yay!!! ok but anyway today was just an awesome day all together. besides finding out i could go on retreat the HGJV softball team won a our game against east islip 8-2. this was a big win for us cuz they are supposed to be won of the best teams. i got a triple and made an awesome catch so i was happy. great job out their today ladies..we kicked some butt!
ok so also i copied this thing from meg who apparently copied it from a bunch of other people so here it goes:
Everyone who reads this should ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask anything you want. I have to answer, unless the question is extremely personal. (And then you get another question in exchange.) Then go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
aight so holla if u got a question. laterr
<3 jessica
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Get Low...to the windows...to the walls!!
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09:17 pm
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boring day
yea so not so much going on today...boring. had a bunch of tests at school which sucked. softball practice after school was good, but weird cuz we've had so many games lately that this was our first practice outside in a while. getting ready for tomorrows game against east islip...gonna be a tough game. after practice me and meg went down to the track meet and i saw bryan...but of course he was already done running so i missed it. oh well i still got to sit and talk with him for a little while. i luv hanging out with that kid. hehe <3...yea but that was bout it for today. so toodles!
<3 Jedi
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: everybody in the club getting tipsy..(again thnx softball)
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